tsuyaaa!
To my beloved tsuya, this is for you!! (Parang To our beloved principal, Ms. Emilia Chua.. Hahahha! namiss ko yun!) Sana naman mabasa mo siya di ba??
Anyway, I want to express my deepest gratitude to you! You’ve my tsuya since February 27! Hahahaha! It’s like having a real brother! (I mean I have my brothers but it’s not the same if you have an elder brother!) Even though you’re just five days older than me, I still want to have you as my tsuya! Really! It’s like having a brother, best friend, adviser, chat mate, patient and friend rolled in one! (Naman kasi! Yung bez, bhez at zhie ko jan! Mga pfft!)
You know what! (uuy! Galing kay karpet yan!) You had been my crush since grade four until second year! (Hoy! Wag lalaki ang ulo mo!) Well, It was the trend before! Hehehe!! And because of your unreasonable, unacceptable, insane craziness in third year, I bumped my head in the wall! (Grabe! Masakit yun ah!) And you know what else? You were TOBY! I don’t really remember how we came up with that name. (I think it was because of chocolates…) Now you know!
I hope that tsuya, you will overcome whatever problem might come your way! And you should think about the consequence of your every actions and decisions! (Wag kang magpadalus-dalus!! Maghunus dili ka!) Don’t worry I’ll support you in every step you make. I’ll be your safeguard! (You know, the kaluluwa thingy! Tsuya, Masama yan! Yung ganun? Gets?) And don’t ever forget that we’re Muskisisters! Pero mukhang dalawa na lang ata tayo! Kaya tsuya and buncho na lang tayo! Kasi naman! He makes “I always start on the wrong foot” pa kasi! Nagulo tuloy ang aking lyp! Tapos hindi din naman ako naaalala! Tama ba yun?? My gust!
Before I go, I have one thing to say! Don’t ever forget to leave a comment! I’ve been asking a comment since last year!
- buncho
hopeless dream..
When I was walking home… (I don’t really remember when… but I think it was last Tuesday… Well anyway!!) I was walking… And I remembered my dream (not really a dream! It’s just something…) when I was in sophomore or junior?? Or is it in my senior year?? Well, can’t really remember… On with my story… I’ll tell you this…
It’s about my deepest, darkest but open secret!! (Wait! I’ll explain why… It’s really deep because I can’t understand why! And it’s dark…. I like the word eh! It’s something evil!!! Bwahahaha!! and it’s open because almost all of my friends know this!! It’s a secret because you might not actually know this!! So don’t be shock! ok??)
Here goes! It’s nothing big!! You might not even be shock to read this.. But before, as in BEFORE (BEFORE, ok?), I really, really, really like to be a guy, even for just one day… I was even considered a guy in our class… (not really.. it’s just me dreaming.. hahaha..) Since we have 8 guys and 11 gals, they always tease me I’m one of the guys! (The boys did!) Well, It’s really fun being one of them rather than being one of….
Even though I was having a great time hanging out with the guys, that is not the real reason why I wanted to be one of them! But you know, it’s really fun hanging out with them.. You can really share anything with them.. And they can tell you the deepest secrets!! Hahahah! I really miss those times!! (Well, my bonding with boony, mahjong, tyantyan, waway, kapre, shanong parak, dar, kwago, and baks… hehehe… all except brandon…. We had our time… I also want to say soooorry to all those people who shared their secrets with me! hahaha! you know why!)
The reason why I wanted to be a guy is I was and still am curious!! I want to know the feeling of courting someone!! There! I’ve said it!! Since no one is courting me and I am not satisfied with something… I want to feel how you court someone!! It’s kinda frustrating watching someone… you know! That! Sigh!! Then I realized it was really, really, super, duper hard to court someone! So I conclude that I like to be the one courted… So now, I’m a girl!! (Hahaha!! Will never wish to be a guy again! I think?)
Maybe I wish to portray my dream guy or something… But I really can’t marry myself, can I? But maybe deep in me, I still hold that dream…
- bebeh
unacceptable..
I can’t accept it! I know I have no say in this matter but I really can’t accept it!
Just recently, I noticed that she’s taking it away! I know I don’t own it but I don’t want to share! I want it to be just mine. Maybe it’s selfish… Sigh!
When I’m with them, I feel like I’m invisible… I know that they both love me… But sometimes, I can’t reach out to them.. She’s always trying to all her attention… Before it was just the two of us.. Sharing a special bonding no one can break…
Maybe it’s time for me to grow-up. I can’t always have her by my side.. But I want to be special to her.. I just realize this insecurity.. And I don’t really like it…
Whoever you are, you’re always special to me.. I’ll always keep you in my heart….
- sleepy >___<
Happy New Year!
First of all, I want to greet all of you, welcome to the year 2008!! Yay! We survived another year! Let’s say our goodbye to year 2007 and let all the bad memories, unfortunate experience and hateful thoughts go with it.. I hope we have a very prosperous new year this 2008!
Now, after all that thing, I want to post my revised new year’s resolution.. I already posted a resolution before in my other blog but I decided to post a new one for several reasons… I think that this is a better resolution than before… So I hope you would read it! And don’t forget to leave your comments! Here’s my revised new year’s resolution for 2008!
I wish to be a better person! I know my reasons are selfish but I want to prove to them that they are wrong about what they think! To achieve that, I need to be physically fit, academically excellent, emotionally and financially stable…
At the end of the year, I am hoping to be a finer lady… for some reasons…
For many years, I always wish to be an outspoken person who would say anything she feels and think… It would help me a lot!
I want to be a good daughter! I really feel lucky for having them as my parents! And I want them to be proud of me! So I will do my best!
Think what is important and don’t bother with others comments that would bring me down…
Abstain from physically hurting others! And avoid saying cuss words…
Most of all, express the love while the chance is there! Rather than to regret it when the time runs out..
I may find a hard time doing my resolution but I would still try my best to change for the better! It’s time to change and make the world a better place! Live everyday to fullest for you will never know when is your last day..
- sLeepy >___<
Happy New Year!
overlooked…
A small gesture can express a thousand words.. A touch may show your feelings.. A hug may show your longing.. A kiss may show your desire.. A word can mean the world to her..
But these tiny hints are sometimes overlooked.. It may be insignificant to you..but to her, it may be full of emotions..
You need to be keen to note that itsy-bitsy affections…
It might take you by surprise… Hope so…
- sLeepy >___<
我 想念 你…
helpless
It’s difficult when you want to help but you cannot do anything… You want to give but you have nothing to give.. There’s so many ifs that gets you frustrated..
Sometimes being a good friend has its disadvantage. You feel guilty for doing nothing when you’re friend needs help. Well, not totally doing nothing but you can’t really help. You’re just there for support…
Sigh..
We know that you need our help. But please try to understand that we can’t really do anything but support you through your problems.. We ourselves are just depending to our parents. We know that it’s unfair that you’re suffering this kind of problem when you’re still young but we’re also suffering, doing nothing but hoping you can pass through this test..Always remember that God does not give any problems without solutions..
- sLeepy >___<
Happy Birthday, Xian!
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