revitalized!
Okie!!! Let’s stop being emo and stuff…
Lately, I’ve been thinking of doing something big, something important, something that would make me look at life more… positively!! So I’ve decided to get a new life!!! Yup, you read it right! I want to change myself to be someone better with a more optimistic view on everything… Someone who is happier with life…
Here’s my plan:
First of all, I should act more like a girl! My mom always told me I’m so magaspang kumilos… So I’ll try my luck in being mahinhin… Mahinhin as in giiiiiiiiiiirly!!! Kikay and everything… I’m not promising anything but I’ll try… But I don’t think I can, ever… Hehehe! (O, whoever my fairy godmother is… help me!!)
Second, take things more slowly!!! As in super slowly!!! I’ve been doing things in a fast forward mode… And because of that, I’m left with nothing to do.. So from now on, I’ll keep a slow pace in everything I do like reading novels, watching a series, walking, and everything! (I’ll make namnam the view!~ heeheehee..)
Third, always look on the positive side…You know, in every negative number there’s always a positive sign… (Like you can’t get a negative number without a positive sign! Right??) And you can always get a positive sign from two negatives! (Hahaha! I just realized that!) So I will always remember to look for the positive side!
Hmnn… Can’t think of anything else at the moment…
Okie! SO there! I hope I can accomplish that!!
- ivy
tsuyaaa!
To my beloved tsuya, this is for you!! (Parang To our beloved principal, Ms. Emilia Chua.. Hahahha! namiss ko yun!) Sana naman mabasa mo siya di ba??
Anyway, I want to express my deepest gratitude to you! You’ve my tsuya since February 27! Hahahaha! It’s like having a real brother! (I mean I have my brothers but it’s not the same if you have an elder brother!) Even though you’re just five days older than me, I still want to have you as my tsuya! Really! It’s like having a brother, best friend, adviser, chat mate, patient and friend rolled in one! (Naman kasi! Yung bez, bhez at zhie ko jan! Mga pfft!)
You know what! (uuy! Galing kay karpet yan!) You had been my crush since grade four until second year! (Hoy! Wag lalaki ang ulo mo!) Well, It was the trend before! Hehehe!! And because of your unreasonable, unacceptable, insane craziness in third year, I bumped my head in the wall! (Grabe! Masakit yun ah!) And you know what else? You were TOBY! I don’t really remember how we came up with that name. (I think it was because of chocolates…) Now you know!
I hope that tsuya, you will overcome whatever problem might come your way! And you should think about the consequence of your every actions and decisions! (Wag kang magpadalus-dalus!! Maghunus dili ka!) Don’t worry I’ll support you in every step you make. I’ll be your safeguard! (You know, the kaluluwa thingy! Tsuya, Masama yan! Yung ganun? Gets?) And don’t ever forget that we’re Muskisisters! Pero mukhang dalawa na lang ata tayo! Kaya tsuya and buncho na lang tayo! Kasi naman! He makes “I always start on the wrong foot” pa kasi! Nagulo tuloy ang aking lyp! Tapos hindi din naman ako naaalala! Tama ba yun?? My gust!
Before I go, I have one thing to say! Don’t ever forget to leave a comment! I’ve been asking a comment since last year!
- buncho
tears…
Stunned!! That’s what I felt! I was lying in the couch, reading some novel… When out of blue, you told me that I should finish it.. I can’t remember your exact words but you said it was great!! It’s been four months since I’ve started it and the thing was out of my mind until you mentioned it!
I really wanted to continue doing it but unfortunately, I don’t have the will to do so… I’m really, really insecure in the stuff I do… And sometimes, I need a lot of encouragement to believe I can do it! I admit, I’m afraid of rejection and failure!!
But you know hearing that things from you, it really boost my confidence and spirit! I really appreciate it! Because I rarely hear you say any other thing than okay! I’m touched!
I remember the time when I was insecure about my figure… I asked you if I’m fat.. Because they always teases me… You said that I’m pretty!! And you started to enumerate all the person who said so!! It was really touching! I knew then how you really love me!
I hope you understand that I’m reaally talkative, boossy, demanding, sensitive, maarte, masungit, maingay and sometimes overbearing… But despite all this things, you stayed with me… and bear it! hahahah!!! I really love you!! I hope you can feel that!! And you’re the more than most important person to me!! (well, I guess my family is the most important..) I can share everything under the sun with you!!
If you ever read this thing, don’t ever mention it to me! (I know we’re not into mushy stuff!) I know what would be your reaction… “Gaga! Ang drama mo! hahahaha! I love you too.. (Dapat meron yan! Uupakan kita!)“
January 2, 1992! Don’t forget that! We made it up since we don’t exactly know when… And before I forget, one last thing! Don’t forget my personalized gift this christmas or my next birthday! (It’s already delayed for a year! So I’m expecting it! Ok?)
- Gags (Remember?)
hopeless dream..
When I was walking home… (I don’t really remember when… but I think it was last Tuesday… Well anyway!!) I was walking… And I remembered my dream (not really a dream! It’s just something…) when I was in sophomore or junior?? Or is it in my senior year?? Well, can’t really remember… On with my story… I’ll tell you this…
It’s about my deepest, darkest but open secret!! (Wait! I’ll explain why… It’s really deep because I can’t understand why! And it’s dark…. I like the word eh! It’s something evil!!! Bwahahaha!! and it’s open because almost all of my friends know this!! It’s a secret because you might not actually know this!! So don’t be shock! ok??)
Here goes! It’s nothing big!! You might not even be shock to read this.. But before, as in BEFORE (BEFORE, ok?), I really, really, really like to be a guy, even for just one day… I was even considered a guy in our class… (not really.. it’s just me dreaming.. hahaha..) Since we have 8 guys and 11 gals, they always tease me I’m one of the guys! (The boys did!) Well, It’s really fun being one of them rather than being one of….
Even though I was having a great time hanging out with the guys, that is not the real reason why I wanted to be one of them! But you know, it’s really fun hanging out with them.. You can really share anything with them.. And they can tell you the deepest secrets!! Hahahah! I really miss those times!! (Well, my bonding with boony, mahjong, tyantyan, waway, kapre, shanong parak, dar, kwago, and baks… hehehe… all except brandon…. We had our time… I also want to say soooorry to all those people who shared their secrets with me! hahaha! you know why!)
The reason why I wanted to be a guy is I was and still am curious!! I want to know the feeling of courting someone!! There! I’ve said it!! Since no one is courting me and I am not satisfied with something… I want to feel how you court someone!! It’s kinda frustrating watching someone… you know! That! Sigh!! Then I realized it was really, really, super, duper hard to court someone! So I conclude that I like to be the one courted… So now, I’m a girl!! (Hahaha!! Will never wish to be a guy again! I think?)
Maybe I wish to portray my dream guy or something… But I really can’t marry myself, can I? But maybe deep in me, I still hold that dream…
- bebeh
Reborn!
I’m back!! It’s been a long time since I’ve posted something… I was busy with things and stuff.. And besides I was really, really lazy… And there’s the problem with my connection! Stupid phone!!
Well, anyway! Chinese New Year is seven or eight days away! Sorry, I’m confused in getting the exact you know! Whatever! Chinese New Year is near!
Is moon cake festival and chinese new year the same?? I know, I’m a chinese and I don’t even know! Hahaha… I want to play the throwing dice thingy or something. I don’t really know what you call that.. Hope I can throw those dice again!
I hope I would be reborn this year! I really want to change something but I know it’s hard because I’ve been doing it ever since. But maybe.. Just maybe I can still hope..
Hope you understand whatever I wanted to say… Well, if you don’t… leave it that way..
- sLeepy >___<
yay!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!! I’m so haaapppy!!! I can’t believe it! My mother really bought me a PSP! Yay! I thought she would change her mind and will not buy one… But she did buy me one!!!
I really thought I won’t get my PSP! Because they keep saying later.. And I was really happy when she told me to go and search then call her.. Well, I did that. And there! I got my PSP!!!
I will take good care of this gift to me because for me it’s very memorable! My mother and father keeps calling it PIP! And also because they bought it together for me! Hahahaha… I so loooooooooooooove it!!
I know you won’t ever read this but I want to say thank you Ma and Pa! I love you!
– sLeepy >___<
Happy Birthday, boony!
Happy New Year!
First of all, I want to greet all of you, welcome to the year 2008!! Yay! We survived another year! Let’s say our goodbye to year 2007 and let all the bad memories, unfortunate experience and hateful thoughts go with it.. I hope we have a very prosperous new year this 2008!
Now, after all that thing, I want to post my revised new year’s resolution.. I already posted a resolution before in my other blog but I decided to post a new one for several reasons… I think that this is a better resolution than before… So I hope you would read it! And don’t forget to leave your comments! Here’s my revised new year’s resolution for 2008!
I wish to be a better person! I know my reasons are selfish but I want to prove to them that they are wrong about what they think! To achieve that, I need to be physically fit, academically excellent, emotionally and financially stable…
At the end of the year, I am hoping to be a finer lady… for some reasons…
For many years, I always wish to be an outspoken person who would say anything she feels and think… It would help me a lot!
I want to be a good daughter! I really feel lucky for having them as my parents! And I want them to be proud of me! So I will do my best!
Think what is important and don’t bother with others comments that would bring me down…
Abstain from physically hurting others! And avoid saying cuss words…
Most of all, express the love while the chance is there! Rather than to regret it when the time runs out..
I may find a hard time doing my resolution but I would still try my best to change for the better! It’s time to change and make the world a better place! Live everyday to fullest for you will never know when is your last day..
- sLeepy >___<
Happy New Year!
miracle..
I think I would remember the last day of year 2007! Well, because I woke up early than usual just to get that reward!
If you’re wondering what I’m talking about, let me tell you the story…
It was around seven in the morning when my mother came to wake us up.. When she saw that no one of us move, she said that whoever was the first one to go down and help would have a reward.. Well, I was the only one who stood up and asked her to buy me a PSP! She said yes!
I just hope she would really buy me one! Hehehe…
I think that I will have a nice day today..
- sLeepy >___<
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