unacceptable..
I can’t accept it! I know I have no say in this matter but I really can’t accept it!
Just recently, I noticed that she’s taking it away! I know I don’t own it but I don’t want to share! I want it to be just mine. Maybe it’s selfish… Sigh!
When I’m with them, I feel like I’m invisible… I know that they both love me… But sometimes, I can’t reach out to them.. She’s always trying to all her attention… Before it was just the two of us.. Sharing a special bonding no one can break…
Maybe it’s time for me to grow-up. I can’t always have her by my side.. But I want to be special to her.. I just realize this insecurity.. And I don’t really like it…
Whoever you are, you’re always special to me.. I’ll always keep you in my heart….
- sleepy >___<
Happy New Year!
First of all, I want to greet all of you, welcome to the year 2008!! Yay! We survived another year! Let’s say our goodbye to year 2007 and let all the bad memories, unfortunate experience and hateful thoughts go with it.. I hope we have a very prosperous new year this 2008!
Now, after all that thing, I want to post my revised new year’s resolution.. I already posted a resolution before in my other blog but I decided to post a new one for several reasons… I think that this is a better resolution than before… So I hope you would read it! And don’t forget to leave your comments! Here’s my revised new year’s resolution for 2008!
I wish to be a better person! I know my reasons are selfish but I want to prove to them that they are wrong about what they think! To achieve that, I need to be physically fit, academically excellent, emotionally and financially stable…
At the end of the year, I am hoping to be a finer lady… for some reasons…
For many years, I always wish to be an outspoken person who would say anything she feels and think… It would help me a lot!
I want to be a good daughter! I really feel lucky for having them as my parents! And I want them to be proud of me! So I will do my best!
Think what is important and don’t bother with others comments that would bring me down…
Abstain from physically hurting others! And avoid saying cuss words…
Most of all, express the love while the chance is there! Rather than to regret it when the time runs out..
I may find a hard time doing my resolution but I would still try my best to change for the better! It’s time to change and make the world a better place! Live everyday to fullest for you will never know when is your last day..
- sLeepy >___<
Happy New Year!
helpless
It’s difficult when you want to help but you cannot do anything… You want to give but you have nothing to give.. There’s so many ifs that gets you frustrated..
Sometimes being a good friend has its disadvantage. You feel guilty for doing nothing when you’re friend needs help. Well, not totally doing nothing but you can’t really help. You’re just there for support…
Sigh..
We know that you need our help. But please try to understand that we can’t really do anything but support you through your problems.. We ourselves are just depending to our parents. We know that it’s unfair that you’re suffering this kind of problem when you’re still young but we’re also suffering, doing nothing but hoping you can pass through this test..Always remember that God does not give any problems without solutions..
- sLeepy >___<
Happy Birthday, Xian!
insensitive
It’s hard when you yearn to share but they just ignore it! It hurts when they say they would listen but you find yourself talking to thin air. It’s annoying when they say you do not share but the truth is they cannot see it…
It’s painful to attempt to try again when you’ve been rejected too many times before that you mastered how to hide what you feel, how to keep it to yourself, how to pretend you are not hurt…
It’s irritating when you are talking to him and they would try to get his attention. And it’s tiresome to watch them take his attention away.
And when you want to be alone, he would ask you why… Are you that cold? Or is he numb?
- sLeepy >___<
Happy Birthday, Lily!
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