somewhere in between..

I’m somewhere between nothing and something… I keep on searching for something but I always come up with nothing… It feels like searching a needle in a stack of hay… There’s a hallow feeling inside me that is eating me up. I’m getting restless and I’m running out of hope… Maybe this darkness in me would swallow me if I can’t find my light soon.

I’m getting more hopeless everyday… I feel very lonely and alone and it feels like my life is void of colors… I hope someone would come and bring a light and paint my life colorful…

 - ivy

HI!

I’ve always been imagining myself meeting a complete stranger… (I know it’s a bit creepy..) Then we would become close friends! I really hope that someday, somehow, someone would really have the courage to say hi and ask me to be his friend.. Even just for that single day.. Sigh…

It’s really annoying when someone says hi and it’s meaningless.. You know what I mean?? Like bruh pointed out to me before, there are too many people who don’t have anything to do with their life… Why say hi when you don’t know them and you don’t want to know them.. (I know it’s contradicting! But they have two different meanings.)

I want the kind of HI! that when I hear it I would really feel it! (I don’t really make sense…) I just hope someday our paths would cross… Whoever he is!

- bebeh 

undecided

I’m still undecided!!! What is more important? time or happiness? old or new? friends or family? How would I know if I choose the right choice?? If I made a mistake, can I still undo it? Is there a button to undo all my mistake??? I’m scared to choose a decision and regret it later… Sigh!!

Can you help me??? I’m afraid to choose a decision and hurt some people but I don’t want to regret this later! And time is running out! I hope whatever decision I choose… It will do me good and the others!

- ivy