revitalized!
Okie!!! Let’s stop being emo and stuff…
Lately, I’ve been thinking of doing something big, something important, something that would make me look at life more… positively!! So I’ve decided to get a new life!!! Yup, you read it right! I want to change myself to be someone better with a more optimistic view on everything… Someone who is happier with life…
Here’s my plan:
First of all, I should act more like a girl! My mom always told me I’m so magaspang kumilos… So I’ll try my luck in being mahinhin… Mahinhin as in giiiiiiiiiiirly!!! Kikay and everything… I’m not promising anything but I’ll try… But I don’t think I can, ever… Hehehe! (O, whoever my fairy godmother is… help me!!)
Second, take things more slowly!!! As in super slowly!!! I’ve been doing things in a fast forward mode… And because of that, I’m left with nothing to do.. So from now on, I’ll keep a slow pace in everything I do like reading novels, watching a series, walking, and everything! (I’ll make namnam the view!~ heeheehee..)
Third, always look on the positive side…You know, in every negative number there’s always a positive sign… (Like you can’t get a negative number without a positive sign! Right??) And you can always get a positive sign from two negatives! (Hahaha! I just realized that!) So I will always remember to look for the positive side!
Hmnn… Can’t think of anything else at the moment…
Okie! SO there! I hope I can accomplish that!!
- ivy
somewhere in between..
I’m getting more hopeless everyday… I feel very lonely and alone and it feels like my life is void of colors… I hope someone would come and bring a light and paint my life colorful…
- ivy
HI!
I’ve always been imagining myself meeting a complete stranger… (I know it’s a bit creepy..) Then we would become close friends! I really hope that someday, somehow, someone would really have the courage to say hi and ask me to be his friend.. Even just for that single day.. Sigh…
It’s really annoying when someone says hi and it’s meaningless.. You know what I mean?? Like bruh pointed out to me before, there are too many people who don’t have anything to do with their life… Why say hi when you don’t know them and you don’t want to know them.. (I know it’s contradicting! But they have two different meanings.)
I want the kind of HI! that when I hear it I would really feel it! (I don’t really make sense…) I just hope someday our paths would cross… Whoever he is!
- bebeh
tsuyaaa!
To my beloved tsuya, this is for you!! (Parang To our beloved principal, Ms. Emilia Chua.. Hahahha! namiss ko yun!) Sana naman mabasa mo siya di ba??
Anyway, I want to express my deepest gratitude to you! You’ve my tsuya since February 27! Hahahaha! It’s like having a real brother! (I mean I have my brothers but it’s not the same if you have an elder brother!) Even though you’re just five days older than me, I still want to have you as my tsuya! Really! It’s like having a brother, best friend, adviser, chat mate, patient and friend rolled in one! (Naman kasi! Yung bez, bhez at zhie ko jan! Mga pfft!)
You know what! (uuy! Galing kay karpet yan!) You had been my crush since grade four until second year! (Hoy! Wag lalaki ang ulo mo!) Well, It was the trend before! Hehehe!! And because of your unreasonable, unacceptable, insane craziness in third year, I bumped my head in the wall! (Grabe! Masakit yun ah!) And you know what else? You were TOBY! I don’t really remember how we came up with that name. (I think it was because of chocolates…) Now you know!
I hope that tsuya, you will overcome whatever problem might come your way! And you should think about the consequence of your every actions and decisions! (Wag kang magpadalus-dalus!! Maghunus dili ka!) Don’t worry I’ll support you in every step you make. I’ll be your safeguard! (You know, the kaluluwa thingy! Tsuya, Masama yan! Yung ganun? Gets?) And don’t ever forget that we’re Muskisisters! Pero mukhang dalawa na lang ata tayo! Kaya tsuya and buncho na lang tayo! Kasi naman! He makes “I always start on the wrong foot” pa kasi! Nagulo tuloy ang aking lyp! Tapos hindi din naman ako naaalala! Tama ba yun?? My gust!
Before I go, I have one thing to say! Don’t ever forget to leave a comment! I’ve been asking a comment since last year!
- buncho
undecided
I’m still undecided!!! What is more important? time or happiness? old or new? friends or family? How would I know if I choose the right choice?? If I made a mistake, can I still undo it? Is there a button to undo all my mistake??? I’m scared to choose a decision and regret it later… Sigh!!
Can you help me??? I’m afraid to choose a decision and hurt some people but I don’t want to regret this later! And time is running out! I hope whatever decision I choose… It will do me good and the others!
- ivy
tears…
Stunned!! That’s what I felt! I was lying in the couch, reading some novel… When out of blue, you told me that I should finish it.. I can’t remember your exact words but you said it was great!! It’s been four months since I’ve started it and the thing was out of my mind until you mentioned it!
I really wanted to continue doing it but unfortunately, I don’t have the will to do so… I’m really, really insecure in the stuff I do… And sometimes, I need a lot of encouragement to believe I can do it! I admit, I’m afraid of rejection and failure!!
But you know hearing that things from you, it really boost my confidence and spirit! I really appreciate it! Because I rarely hear you say any other thing than okay! I’m touched!
I remember the time when I was insecure about my figure… I asked you if I’m fat.. Because they always teases me… You said that I’m pretty!! And you started to enumerate all the person who said so!! It was really touching! I knew then how you really love me!
I hope you understand that I’m reaally talkative, boossy, demanding, sensitive, maarte, masungit, maingay and sometimes overbearing… But despite all this things, you stayed with me… and bear it! hahahah!!! I really love you!! I hope you can feel that!! And you’re the more than most important person to me!! (well, I guess my family is the most important..) I can share everything under the sun with you!!
If you ever read this thing, don’t ever mention it to me! (I know we’re not into mushy stuff!) I know what would be your reaction… “Gaga! Ang drama mo! hahahaha! I love you too.. (Dapat meron yan! Uupakan kita!)“
January 2, 1992! Don’t forget that! We made it up since we don’t exactly know when… And before I forget, one last thing! Don’t forget my personalized gift this christmas or my next birthday! (It’s already delayed for a year! So I’m expecting it! Ok?)
- Gags (Remember?)
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