somewhere in between..

I’m somewhere between nothing and something… I keep on searching for something but I always come up with nothing… It feels like searching a needle in a stack of hay… There’s a hallow feeling inside me that is eating me up. I’m getting restless and I’m running out of hope… Maybe this darkness in me would swallow me if I can’t find my light soon.

I’m getting more hopeless everyday… I feel very lonely and alone and it feels like my life is void of colors… I hope someone would come and bring a light and paint my life colorful…

 - ivy