tears…

Stunned!! That’s what I felt! I was lying in the couch, reading some novel… When out of blue, you told me that I should finish it.. I can’t remember your exact words but you said it was great!! It’s been four months since I’ve started it and the thing was out of my mind until you mentioned it!

I really wanted to continue doing it but unfortunately, I don’t have the will to do so… I’m really, really insecure in the stuff I do… And sometimes, I need a lot of encouragement to believe I can do it! I admit, I’m afraid of rejection and failure!!

But you know hearing that things from you, it really boost my confidence and spirit! I really appreciate it! Because I rarely hear you say any other thing than okay! I’m touched!

I remember the time when I was insecure about my figure… I asked you if I’m fat.. Because they always teases me… You said that I’m pretty!! And you started to enumerate all the person who said so!! It was really touching! I knew then how you really love me!

I hope you understand that I’m reaally talkative, boossy, demanding, sensitive, maarte, masungit, maingay and sometimes overbearing… But despite all this things, you stayed with me… and bear it! hahahah!!! I really love you!! I hope you can feel that!! And you’re the more than most important person to me!! (well, I guess my family is the most important..) I can share everything under the sun with you!!

If you ever read this thing, don’t ever mention it to me! (I know we’re not into mushy stuff!) I know what would be your reaction… “Gaga! Ang drama mo! hahahaha! I love you too.. (Dapat meron yan! Uupakan kita!)“

January 2, 1992! Don’t forget that! We made it up since we don’t exactly know when… And before I forget, one last thing! Don’t forget my personalized gift this christmas or my next birthday! (It’s already delayed for a year! So I’m expecting it! Ok?)

- Gags (Remember?)