tsuyaaa!
To my beloved tsuya, this is for you!! (Parang To our beloved principal, Ms. Emilia Chua.. Hahahha! namiss ko yun!) Sana naman mabasa mo siya di ba??
Anyway, I want to express my deepest gratitude to you! You’ve my tsuya since February 27! Hahahaha! It’s like having a real brother! (I mean I have my brothers but it’s not the same if you have an elder brother!) Even though you’re just five days older than me, I still want to have you as my tsuya! Really! It’s like having a brother, best friend, adviser, chat mate, patient and friend rolled in one! (Naman kasi! Yung bez, bhez at zhie ko jan! Mga pfft!)
You know what! (uuy! Galing kay karpet yan!) You had been my crush since grade four until second year! (Hoy! Wag lalaki ang ulo mo!) Well, It was the trend before! Hehehe!! And because of your unreasonable, unacceptable, insane craziness in third year, I bumped my head in the wall! (Grabe! Masakit yun ah!) And you know what else? You were TOBY! I don’t really remember how we came up with that name. (I think it was because of chocolates…) Now you know!
I hope that tsuya, you will overcome whatever problem might come your way! And you should think about the consequence of your every actions and decisions! (Wag kang magpadalus-dalus!! Maghunus dili ka!) Don’t worry I’ll support you in every step you make. I’ll be your safeguard! (You know, the kaluluwa thingy! Tsuya, Masama yan! Yung ganun? Gets?) And don’t ever forget that we’re Muskisisters! Pero mukhang dalawa na lang ata tayo! Kaya tsuya and buncho na lang tayo! Kasi naman! He makes “I always start on the wrong foot” pa kasi! Nagulo tuloy ang aking lyp! Tapos hindi din naman ako naaalala! Tama ba yun?? My gust!
Before I go, I have one thing to say! Don’t ever forget to leave a comment! I’ve been asking a comment since last year!
- buncho
undecided
I’m still undecided!!! What is more important? time or happiness? old or new? friends or family? How would I know if I choose the right choice?? If I made a mistake, can I still undo it? Is there a button to undo all my mistake??? I’m scared to choose a decision and regret it later… Sigh!!
Can you help me??? I’m afraid to choose a decision and hurt some people but I don’t want to regret this later! And time is running out! I hope whatever decision I choose… It will do me good and the others!
- ivy
tears…
Stunned!! That’s what I felt! I was lying in the couch, reading some novel… When out of blue, you told me that I should finish it.. I can’t remember your exact words but you said it was great!! It’s been four months since I’ve started it and the thing was out of my mind until you mentioned it!
I really wanted to continue doing it but unfortunately, I don’t have the will to do so… I’m really, really insecure in the stuff I do… And sometimes, I need a lot of encouragement to believe I can do it! I admit, I’m afraid of rejection and failure!!
But you know hearing that things from you, it really boost my confidence and spirit! I really appreciate it! Because I rarely hear you say any other thing than okay! I’m touched!
I remember the time when I was insecure about my figure… I asked you if I’m fat.. Because they always teases me… You said that I’m pretty!! And you started to enumerate all the person who said so!! It was really touching! I knew then how you really love me!
I hope you understand that I’m reaally talkative, boossy, demanding, sensitive, maarte, masungit, maingay and sometimes overbearing… But despite all this things, you stayed with me… and bear it! hahahah!!! I really love you!! I hope you can feel that!! And you’re the more than most important person to me!! (well, I guess my family is the most important..) I can share everything under the sun with you!!
If you ever read this thing, don’t ever mention it to me! (I know we’re not into mushy stuff!) I know what would be your reaction… “Gaga! Ang drama mo! hahahaha! I love you too.. (Dapat meron yan! Uupakan kita!)“
January 2, 1992! Don’t forget that! We made it up since we don’t exactly know when… And before I forget, one last thing! Don’t forget my personalized gift this christmas or my next birthday! (It’s already delayed for a year! So I’m expecting it! Ok?)
- Gags (Remember?)
hopeless dream..
When I was walking home… (I don’t really remember when… but I think it was last Tuesday… Well anyway!!) I was walking… And I remembered my dream (not really a dream! It’s just something…) when I was in sophomore or junior?? Or is it in my senior year?? Well, can’t really remember… On with my story… I’ll tell you this…
It’s about my deepest, darkest but open secret!! (Wait! I’ll explain why… It’s really deep because I can’t understand why! And it’s dark…. I like the word eh! It’s something evil!!! Bwahahaha!! and it’s open because almost all of my friends know this!! It’s a secret because you might not actually know this!! So don’t be shock! ok??)
Here goes! It’s nothing big!! You might not even be shock to read this.. But before, as in BEFORE (BEFORE, ok?), I really, really, really like to be a guy, even for just one day… I was even considered a guy in our class… (not really.. it’s just me dreaming.. hahaha..) Since we have 8 guys and 11 gals, they always tease me I’m one of the guys! (The boys did!) Well, It’s really fun being one of them rather than being one of….
Even though I was having a great time hanging out with the guys, that is not the real reason why I wanted to be one of them! But you know, it’s really fun hanging out with them.. You can really share anything with them.. And they can tell you the deepest secrets!! Hahahah! I really miss those times!! (Well, my bonding with boony, mahjong, tyantyan, waway, kapre, shanong parak, dar, kwago, and baks… hehehe… all except brandon…. We had our time… I also want to say soooorry to all those people who shared their secrets with me! hahaha! you know why!)
The reason why I wanted to be a guy is I was and still am curious!! I want to know the feeling of courting someone!! There! I’ve said it!! Since no one is courting me and I am not satisfied with something… I want to feel how you court someone!! It’s kinda frustrating watching someone… you know! That! Sigh!! Then I realized it was really, really, super, duper hard to court someone! So I conclude that I like to be the one courted… So now, I’m a girl!! (Hahaha!! Will never wish to be a guy again! I think?)
Maybe I wish to portray my dream guy or something… But I really can’t marry myself, can I? But maybe deep in me, I still hold that dream…
- bebeh
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